One of the biggest lies the devil peddles is that we are not worthy.
He points to our failures and whispers that our sins have made us “persona non grata” with God.
His conclusion? It’s best we don’t even bother going to Him.
And do you know the sad part?
We often believe his lies, because they are laced with just enough truth to sting.
They echo our secret fears and hidden worries, so we choose his words over the truth we’ve already heard about God.
We run from the very One who not only understands us, but chooses us, even in our failings.
Today, I want us to really sit with this: why do we run from God at the very moments we need Him most?
My Story
You probably know my story by now, but over a decade ago, I fell into one of my deepest regrets. I slept with my boyfriend at the time.
It devastated me.
I had always promised myself that I would remain a virgin until marriage. When I broke that promise, it felt like my whole world collapsed.
I had tied my identity to being the “good Christian girl.” I avoided relationships all through university because I thought I was “above” the so-called promiscuous lifestyle. But a few months after graduation, I fell spectacularly. And I couldn’t wrap my head around it.
So, I condemned myself. I believed every word the enemy said about me. Worst of all, I ran from God because I didn’t think He could want someone like me anymore.
Looking back, I see how deeply I spiralled, how much I suffered, all because I refused to accept God’s forgiveness or extend forgiveness to myself.
But here’s the good news: God’s infinite grace broke through. Over time, He shattered my stubborn pride and lifted the heavy cloak of condemnation I had worn for years. It wasn’t instant. It took a decade of His gentle pursuit. But today, I can boldly say: I am free.
What About You?
What’s your story?
What happened that pushed you away from your Heavenly Father? What lie did you believe that made running from God seem safer than running to Him?
When I think about this, the story of the prodigal son always comes to mind (Luke 15:11–32).
Here was a young man who had wasted everything: his inheritance, his dignity, and his family’s trust. He had every reason to believe he was no longer worthy of being called a son. But when he came to his senses and returned home, his father wasn’t waiting with judgment.
He was waiting with open arms. He ran to him, embraced him, restored him, and threw a celebration.
That is what God does for us.
Romans 8:1 says,
“There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.”
So, the next time the enemy tempts you to hide in shame, remember this:
God already knows. He already chose you. And He is waiting, not with rejection, but with love.
Stop running from God. Run to Him. That’s where your healing begins.
If you have been experiencing the pull to run, please pray this prayer:
“Father, thank You for Your unending love. Forgive me for the times I’ve run from You in shame. Today, I lay down my guilt and receive Your forgiveness. Help me to believe that I am fully loved and restored in You. Amen.”
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